d r a c o h e r m i o n e { d o t } o r g

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...

Everything I'm saying is coming out all wrong,
Please bear with me
I've got so much to say
Let me explain myself to you
Forgive me, forgive me not
I'm sorry for what it's worth, I know I'm wrong
Can't you see I'm still me
Are you listening?
Nothing I can say will make this right
Just give it time
Why can't I spit it out?
I need relief
Your sympathy

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love, my beautiful love

I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my escape.

As the sun sets on battlefields
I hope you can save me
I hope you can save our wounded hearts
Distance makes my heart grow colder
Distance makes my heart grow older
Just enough to cut the air from your lungs
As the sun sets (we push and pull apart)
On battlefields (enough for this to end)
I hope you can save me (from ourselves)
I hope you can save us from ourselves
Denial in the arms of our saviours
And my heart is torn to pieces
Just enough to cut the air from your lungs
And paper cuts and bloody hands
In the middle they would meet

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

Billy's leaving today (don't know where he's going).
Holds his head in disgrace (he can't escape the truth).
He knows the price that he's paid.
He admits that it's too late to admit that he's afraid.
He's got lines on his face (they tell the story of his pain).
He accepts it's his fate.
He admits it took too long to admit that he was wrong.
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh Billy.

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me

Cause I am hanging on every word you say and
Even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than
To sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
Is where I wanna be yeah

And when you looked into my eyes felt a sudden sense of urgency
Fascination casts a spell and you became more than just a mystery
And I think about you all the time
Is this fate is it my destiny
That I think about you all the time
I no longer pretend to have my hand on the wheel because
I feel the magic all around you
It's bringing me to my knees
Like a wannabe
I've got to be chained to you
I feel the magic building around you
I feel the magic all around you
It's bringing me to my knees
Like a wannabe
I've got to be chained to you

I will dedicate
And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what i've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?

I lost my head
You couldn't come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell

Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.
Time to pity myself; I can't let me cross the line for her.
I'm not me when I dream, there's someone else in me.
That I fear cause of you.

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

(am I) Breaking Down
Can I break away
Push me away, make me fall,
Just to see, another side of me,
Push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me.

This could be a movie
and this could be our final act
We don't need these happy endings
So tell your father that
That your mine
and I'll swear we'll run away
and I'll make a plan to save
Everyone, from themselves
And put them in the crowd
And put them in the crowd

There's a part in me you'll never know
The only thing I'll never show
Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

We could be living how we wanted to
Instead of doing things we're forced to do
With no one to tell us that we should be going through what they went through
There has to be some place that nobody knows, somewhere we can only go
There has to be some place that we can be all alone....
We have to escape...

So I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me,
with nothing left to lose.
Three tears I've saved for you.
Will you be my beloved?
Will you help me to get through?
Will you be my destruction?
Will you help me to be through?

Find me here and speak to me
I want to feel you. I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me to the place where I find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope t hat keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

She's an Extraordinary girl
In an ordinary world
And she cant seem to get away
He lacks the courage in his mind
Like a child left behind
Like a pet left in the rain
He steals the image in her kiss
From her hearts apocalypse
From the one called whatsername

so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and i'll just fall
i'll let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as stall
and wonder when i fall

I shoved you away I keep you for me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me, and you see I’m falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there’s no other feeling.

So I'll love whatever you become
And forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun
And I feel my world crumbling
I feel my life crumbling
I feel my soul crumbling away
And falling away
Falling away with you

I feel like a pain. It draws me in again.
Squashes all my worst of me. Darkness in my veins.
I never could explain. And I wonder if you have ever seen. And still believe
And all of your ways. And all that you dream.
Falls on me. It falls on me.
And your beautiful sky. The light you breath.
Falls on me. It falls on me.
Am I that strong to carry on? Have I changed your life?
Have I changed my world? Could you save me ahhhhha?

You're looking my way, you're looking good
Needs no explaining, it's understood
Electric shivers, across my skin
It's like a fever, and you're my only medicine
Could I be dreaming your touching
I'm feeling the love as it flows through the air
Lighting my fire, igniting desire
It's hotter than heaven in here
You show me yours, I'll show you mine
Don't hurry baby, take your time
Know what I'm thinking, you think the same
Tear up the rulebook, and maybe we can play the game

All of the dreams we built up from the ground
They never believed them they just tore them down
We will rebuild them from the start, we will rebuild them from the heart

It's my heart that pounds beneath my flesh
it's my mouth that pushes out this breath
and if I shed a tear I won't cage it
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it
I won't fear love

You took it back
How could you go and do something like that
My fingernail phase
Worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.

But I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
I don't care for your sweet scent,
Or the way you want me more than I want you.

'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
And want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode

I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion
I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb
On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed
When nothing falls in favor of
I have so many things I would like to explain to you
But I don't know just how to communicate
I can't take this body shaking

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me?

I understand that no one can find out about us yet.
And I know I’m not content to be your little secret.
One day you’ll change, and you won’t want to hide me.
I feel it like the rain, you’ve settled in my bones.
I hear it in a whisper, know I’m not alone.
But this is not enough, and we are not enough.
What I need’s an honest love.
This fire in my chest is eating me alive.
And I’m afraid if I can’t have you, love you,
I might die!
If I can’t hold you, if I can’t touch you,
if I can’t grow old next to you.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Am I wasting my time with these feelings?
The pressure's off now so I'm back on the ground.
Too bad, I kind of liked it in the clouds with you.
Because you take me away from everything and everyone,
that's held me back for so long.
Heaven for a few days, makes up for all the hell that life's dealt me,
even now that's gone.
It seems he's got your attention now, lucky guy.
But isn't that the way it always ends?
It seems he's got your attention just like you got mine.
I'll express my feelings, then sit back and watch you walk away.
You're beautiful in every way to me.

Tied to the testing of wills, where my heart breaks and spills
Left to the sight of the sky, in your arms I'm defined
Thrown to the wolves in the minds of your enemies,
in the minds of your enemies
And I'm stone in the eyes of your foolishness
If this is what I'm meant for, no longer interesting
Fall forward to even the score
Just a thought to you
And I'm nothing more than a line in your book
Yet I'm nothing more than a line in your book

I still believe in your eyes;
I just dont care what you have done in your life.
Baby I'll always be here by your side;
Dont leave me waiting too long, please come by!
I still believe in your eyes;
There is no choice, I belong to your life.
Because I will live to love you someday;
Youll be my baby and well fly away
And I'll fly with you.
Every day and every night,
I always dream that you are by my side.
Oh, baby, every day and every night,
Well I said everythings gonna be alright.

I've come to realize you're the only thing I want
I'm falling all the way
I've come to realize you're the only thing I want
I'm fallen all the way in
I'm fallen

Remember
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there
and I'll let it be known
at times I have shown
signs of all my weakness
but somewhere in me
there is strength
and you promise me
that you believe in time I will defeat this
cause somewhere in me
there is strength

Trust me
There’s no need to fear
Everyone’s here
Waiting for you to finally be one of us
Come down
You may be full of fear
But you’ll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Like the day and the night
Like the sun in the sky
All this I'm giving up
It's not me
Buried wreckage my soul
It's not me so who am I now?
Is there another side?
Beyond the black and the white
Place I could meet you by
A place on the other side
I'll let you know when I go
When I'm gone

I knew how it felt to be
another one in need
of someone to show the way
until you saw a part of me
that nobody else could see
and my life hasn't been
the same...
no more dark days, only sun rays
no more hard ways with you today
you make me feel....

Wake up, my love.
Never thought you'd make me, break me.
Now I'm up from below. Such a brilliant star you are.
And will your love keep burning baby.
Burn a hole right through my eyes.
All these short times feel like no time. I thought you ought to know.
I'm so far gone now. I been running on empty.
I'm so far gone now. Do you wanna take me on?
Do, Do you, Do you know? Do you know how long I've waited?
To look up from below. Just to find someone like you?
And will your love light burn me baby? Burn a hole right through my heart.
I think I might just trust you, maybe.
But I'm not sure. I'm not sure I wanna know.

No no turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is ME

You’re my blessing in disguise
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now

Share with me
Cause I need it right now
Let me see your insides
Or write me off
Cause I'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
Give it to me
Give me all... whatever you want
It's never been me
To want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far...From here.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...We call a tragedy.
Come back to me, Come back to me, To me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...We call a tragedy.
Come back to me, Back to me, To me.

Well I need to be around you and I need to see your eyes on me now
And I need to caress your face with mine
And I need to know that you care 'cause I bleed in pain when I'm without your soul
Cuz I love you on a level so high it's hard sometimes I know I am so me around you
We have to be together now

They tell you where you need to go. They tell you when you'll need to leave.
They tell you what you need to know. They tell you who you need to be.
But everything inside you knows. There's more than what you've heard.
There's so much more than empty conversations. Filled with empty words.
And you're on fire when he's near you.
You're on fire when he speaks.
You're on fire. Burning at these mysteries.
Give me one more time around. Give me one more chance to see.
Give me everything You are. Give me one more chance to be... (near You).
Cause everything inside me looks like everything I hate.
You are the hope I have for change.
You are the only chance I'll take.

You can't resist her
She's in your bones
She is your marrow
And your ride home
You can't avoid her
She's in the air (in the air)
In between molecules
Of oxygen and carbon dioxide
Only in dreams
We see what it means
Reach out our hands
Hold on to hers
But when we wake
It's all been erased

I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own

I'm outlaw of torn...I'm outlaw of torn
And I'm torn...
So on I wait my whole lifetime, for you
The more I search, the more my need for you
The more I bless, the more I bleed... for you...

So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there
Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel....

my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear

I wish it didn't hurt, hurt like this
To say these things to you.
I'll sacrifice one moment for one truth.
If we get through tomorrow then we'll be fine.
We'll wait for forever and see how close we get.
It's just another day, one more chance to get this right.
I'll sacrifice forever please just for tonight.
If we get through tomorrow then we'll be fine.
We'll wait for forever and see how close we get.
The worst is over for now.
Take a breath now let it out.

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head

Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it will last forever.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
Tell me what you're looking for.
To fall asleep with you would be heaven; for once this dream won't be short lived.
Take me with you show me all life's splendors.
I've been waiting for life's last breath.
I've been waiting for life's last breath.
The world wouldn't turn without you; breathing its air, I'd take you anywhere.
For once this is one of those dreams that I can spare, but you'd rather spare me.

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Remind me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

This is the only lonely picture
waiting on my floor
littering my shore
this is the last true burning letter
given to a girl
written by a boy
living in a world created to destroy

Wait 'til after dark
we'll try to make a mark
one that stays until we're done
And we'll pretend again
let's try not to forget where we are
and who we're with
Who we will find.
Miles can cut this tie we've made
the sharp side of the blade
As these words play out
they'll try and drag you down
you feel like one of them
Who we will find

These colors will not change
You change the way I see them
These words will fade
when you explain why you hate them
we are the same
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry

I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you could still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue
And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside her room she paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside her room she paints me blue

There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I'd better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
Think about you but it's not the same
I won't be satisfied 'till I'm under your skin
Immobilized by the thought of you
Paralyzed by the sight of you
Hypnotized by the words you say
Not true but I believe anyway

You and me. Meant to be. Immutable. Impossible.
It's destiny. Pure lunacy. Incalculable. Insufferable.
But for the last time, you're everything that I want and ask for.
You're all that I'd dreamed. Who wouldn't be the one you love.
Who wouldn't stand inside your love. Protected and the lover of.
A pure soul and beautiful you. Don't understand.
Don't feel me now. I will breathe for the both of us.
Travel the world. Traverse the skies.
Your home is here
Within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn

We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, we'll take the punches every day
We'll live our lives I know we're going to find a way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized

I'm leaving
Do me a favour don't even think of me now
Just when you thought it was over
It had only just begun
I'm not going to let this tear me apart
She's not my only reason
He's not my only reason she said
You're a weakness to me
You should've sent me a note
Or wrote me a letter
I wish it was how we planned
Everything will work out
You said I hated you if only that was true
You should've said that we'd be happy now

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Words are spoken
Words are broken down
So lets make this night be our best mistake
So lets take the time to wipe the blood away
Now our hands are tied
And our world is caving in

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

I'm full of regret
For all things that I've done and said
And I don't know if it'll ever be ok to show
My face 'round here
Sometimes I wonder if I disappear
Would you ever turn your head and look
See if I'm gone
Cause I fear
There is nothing left to say to you
That you wanna hear
That you wanna know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful

Tears are feelings we cant say
Tears mean that you care
Tears are mixed emotions
Tears are more than tears
Its the light
Behind the shadow
That sacred face
Behind the mask

(response to Autumns Monologue)
You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

And she's got it all
All figured out
And she won't let you doubt
She knows it
I'm still waiting for
You to be the one I'm waiting for
Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it's going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end

if you ran to the end of the earth, i would catch you and you would be safe
if you fell down the well, i would bring you a rope and take all the pain
all the pain, all the pain that you hide from me everyday
if youre missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away because I find myself in you
if i woke up alone i won't stop till i'll find you and you are with me
cause by now, i know you better than you know yourself
and i know what you really need
what you need, or i need
but either way this is where you should be
here with me, or ill bleed so much that you wont believe

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said the battles almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun
The rhythm of her conversation
The perfection of her creation
The sex she slipped into my coffee
The way she felt when she first saw me
Hate to love and love to hate her
Like a broken record player
Back and forth and here and gone
And on and on and on and on

so here we are
back to the start again trying hard to wait till morning
hey rise and shine and open up your eyes
to give this world some color
shine on diamond eyes
seperate the space between love and lies
and as days go by, the memories remain
i'll wait for you and as days go by, the memories remain
i won't let go these days remain the same
pictures fade away
please don't ever change
please don't change your mind
no matter what they say i'll always wait

I can make you see the beauty of a new sun
Or I can be the source of your desperation
I could be every nasty thing, you ever dreamt a man could be
Jaded, dated, I'm the type you hated
Haunted, taunted, I'm what you've always wanted
Yeah, yeah, I'm what you've always wanted

Well he can't sleep at night
And he can't do what's right
It was all because she came into his life
it's a deep obsession, taking up his time
She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
but things don't always turn out that way
And he must confess
All the impure thoughts of his beautiful temptress
Although he keeps them all bottled up inside
Although he keeps it all safe within his mind, oh yeah

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I think I'm drowning. Asphyxiated.
I wanna break this spell. That you've created.
You're something beautiful. A contradiction.
I wanna play the game. I want the friction.
You will be the death of me.
Our time is running out. You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out.
I wanted freedom. Bound and restricted.
I tried to give you up. But I'm addicted.
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation.
You'd never dream of. Breaking this fixation.
You will squeeze the life out of me.

Make me feel again. Slide across my skin again.
Let me uncover you to rediscover you.
And I will open up. If you promise to give in.
On this perfect night. Let the two of us be one.
We will be again another time. No matter what all the others say.
Cause I would leave it all so far behind. Just to be with you today.
So make me feel again. Feel your every breath again.
Nevermind everyone. There's only me and you.
We will be again another time. No matter what all the others say.
Cause I would leave it all so far behind. Just to be with you today.

A chance they'd never give
To ever want to live
The life that I am made of
There's nothing left to prove
My heart's forever true
What is it they're afraid of?
So what should I do
Just lay next to you
As though I'm unaffected
And who should I be
When they're judging me
As though I'm unaffected?
Before they even saw my face
The knew that I was not the same
And decided I was not the one for you
For you...

Come and lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine
I'll try not to make you cry
And if you get inside my head, then you'd understand
Then you'd understand me
Why I've felt so alone, why I kept myself from love
And you became my favourite drug
So let me take you right now and swallow you down.
I need you inside
If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, then we'd be unstoppable
Do you think that this is right, or is it really wrong
I know that this is what we've been wanting
And all this burning in my soul, it fills up to my throat
It fills up till my heart is breaking

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do

Is a lie just the truth
Uncovered and relinquished
A passion for all young fools
Is a lie more than truth
A question left unanswered
To feed the failure of our choices
And in my hands our blood recovered
And for our faith we're undeserved
And in my hands our blood recovered
And in your faith completely
Do we wait all this time
And follow blindly hating
Killing all that we survey
Must we hate all this time
And let our anger lead us
Lead us to our bitter end

Love to be beside you, the way you smell,
The way your lips feel and your fingernails.
The way your fingers crawl up my spine,
The way you always make me the last in line.
I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled, but I won't stop to wonder.
Going through this life on my own made me as cold as a stone.
I'm a ship going under.
And I'd tell you this, but I don't know how.
I'm caving in and I'm falling out and I can't resist

She burns
Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still:
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside
So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory?
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

what happened to us
i heard that it's me we should blame
what happened to us
why didn't you stop me from turning out this way
and know that I don't hate you
and know that I don't want to fight you
and know that I'll always love you
but right now I just don't..

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

I find peace when
I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
not in me ... me
in You
it's in you

And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

You're beautiful. You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you
But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...